3.8 term GPA, bitches.
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wrote my last exam of the semester today. officially halfway finished my undergrad degree. WOAH.
just passed 20,000 posts holy shit
big virtual hug to everyone who follows the nonsense I post on here, I love y’all :)
(Source: displacedfantasy)
isn’t it strange how much can change in a year?
I remember exactly what I wished for when I blew out my candles a year ago today, on my 21st birthday. at the time, it had been 10 months since I had felt truly happy.
I wished for something I believed would never happen; something I could never imagine getting, because I felt that not only was it impossible, but also that I didn’t deserve it.
less than two months later, my wish came true.
I experienced the kind of happiness I thought I had been missing for so long. it felt like finally drinking water after wandering the desert. like coming up for air when you feel like you’ve been drowning this whole time.
I guess that love gives and it also takes away. because what I had gotten slipped from my grasp just as suddenly and as quickly as it had appeared in the first place. and that made me feel more lost, more directionless, more purposeless than I had my entire life.
you can never make your happiness dependent on another person. because if they leave, you’ll feel like you have nothing.
when really, you are all you ever need to be happy.
I’ll be wishing for something else tonight.
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You’re single because you’re single. It’s not because you texted too much or too little or waited 33 minutes to respond because he took 23. It’s not because you met up with your ex that night at 5 a.m. that no one knows about, or because you kissed another boy after a date with a loser.
You’re not single because you spit food on that date or tripped coming out the the movie theatre. You’re not single because you hurt your first boyfriend really badly when you were 15 or because you have yet, to this day, to apologize. It’s not because you were secretly jealous when your friend got a boyfriend or that a guy you dated for two months now has a really cute girlfriend and looks really happy. And you’re happy for him. But still ill that he found someone before you.
You’re not single because you slept with your ex boyfriend. You’re not single because half the world found out when you didn’t even want to remember it yourself. You’re not single because you think the guy your friend wants to hook you up with is ugly or not tall enough. It’s not because you’re not willing to put up with someone who doesn’t brush their teeth on a regular basis.
You’re not single because your standards are too high. Good for you for having standards. It’s not because you didn’t like that really, really good guy who wanted to take you on a date and you just weren’t feeling it. And it’s not because you like to wear pajama pants as soon as you get home and wash all the makeup off your face. You’re not single because you didn’t learn enough from the past or would rather chill on a Friday night with your blanket and a cold beer than shower, get ready, and go out. You’re not single because something is wrong with you.
You are single because you are single. It’s really as simple as that. You haven’t made the connection with another heart yet. You can get dolled up, dress cute, cut your hair, dye your hair, tweeze your eyebrows, put on lipstick and you may still. be. single. You can go out to a bar hoping to meet the love of your life and not find a damn one in the place attractive. And it’s going to remain that way until it’s time for you to find one. Stop hoping for it. Start living the life that you do have instead of wishing for things that you don’t have. There will come a time you’ll meet a boy and you’ll have to give up some of this single freedom you currently have. Start being more thankful. Start doing that now.
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You’re not single because you spit food on that date or tripped coming out the the movie theatre. You’re not single because you hurt your first boyfriend really badly when you were 15 or because you have yet, to this day, to apologize. It’s not because you were secretly jealous when your friend got a boyfriend or that a guy you dated for two months now has a really cute girlfriend and looks really happy. And you’re happy for him. But still ill that he found someone before you.
trust issues
I always leave people before they can leave me. because I know what being left feels like.
people will always leave. and I can’t go through that again.
I just got the absolute LAST one of these zoe karssen tees on shopbop, in my size no less. must have been fate!
things to think about: guy fieri is married with children and I can’t even find someone who will date me
life’s a bitch sometimes, huh?
